i came from her soft touch
Bestia
pipe
must be pretty cold
this time of year its hard to know
here I am... breaking habits
here I am... dreaming of you
ghosts please keep it quiet
hold me tighter caress me down
pease dont stop for a second im too weak sometimes please kill me more
el cu cui
dame la muerte pequeña
y así tal vez en tus brazos
alcanzaré gracia plena
su esencia de alta marea
sus besos de tamarindo
sus pestañas dos palmeras a cuyo vaivén me rindo
dicen que usted trae las sombras
y por dentro está toda herida
Dame la muerte chiquita
antes del último sueño
una cosa a Dios yo pido
un segundo ser su dueño
la venganza es cosa dulce
y este machete que tengo
es por si alguien le hizo daño
que yo por usted me muero
Dicen que usted trae las sombras
y por dentro está toda herida
por una noche en su lecho
soy capaz de dar la vida
nopalconqueso
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nos moldeamos por cada surco que nos dejamos acariciar
con el calor nos fusionamos
y con el frió endurásemos
con la fuerza nos juntamos
y con la distancia permanecemos fijos
tan fijos como 2 figuras viéndose de lejos
mi color es rojo y el tuyo azul
mi balance es un arma y el tuyo una luz
somos como el amarillo en el verde
somos como el profundo y obscuro gris que acaba con mi tabaco lento y de punta roja
somos brillo en largo camino de solo manchas de dorado
aunque el mañana sea negro
y el ayer este en desenfoque
hoy tenemos mas cosas que ver y hacer como para preocupar nos por los colores del ayer
chimichurri
como es que de el millón 500 mil personas que son tus vecinos me besaste a mi
como es que de los 3 millones de vecinos que tengo yo fui a encontrarte en otra ciudad
y para hacer la matemática mas profunda
como es que te mudaste a donde tienes 9 millones de personas a menos de 1 metro para donde voltees y sigues contestando mis llamadas
como es que 4 brazos hacen un abrazo
como sera que nuestros 4 parecen 2
para que quiero 1 amor cuando te tengo todos los días y cada uno de ellos me deja tener 1 ^ al infinito de tu profundidad
para que salir cada 7 días a el mismo lugar en la calle 6ta si se que no estarás ahí
para que acabarme 1 botella de vino y 24 cigarros esta noche
como es que yo mantengo la cordura con tanto numero por contar
encerrarme en tu pecho como un cordero valiente que yo daré todo lo que este en mi alcance para no salir de ahí
hablemos de el tiempo; el tiempo es una fuerza que nos mantiene en el balance necesario, el tiempo es nuestro nuevo amigo;
hablemos de la distancia;
entre tu y yo la distancia mas cercana es la linea recta entre nuestros cuerpos...
si tenemos que tu estas en:
Mexico DF: (32°44'N) (117°10'W)
y yo estoy en:
San Diego: (19°26'N) (99°7'W)
entonces encontramos la formula de la distancia entre dos puntos, esto si es que mis mate no me están fallando.. que espero que no..
d = √ ((32°44' - 19°26')^2 + (117°10' - 99°7')^2)
tanto símbolo para decir que;....
entre tu y yo en este momento esa distancia es nula
la distancia es de tiempo y de calor
esa distancia me hizo crear una capa dura en mi alma
una que me hace sentir mas despacio, una que me hace no sentir el frió por la noche
pero no me sirve para olvidar como me encarcelas entre tus piernas y como abrir los ojos a tu sonrisa.
72 horas desde que partiste, y yo me pregunto: como es que no hay una maquina aun que sea tan hábil para abrir el vortex herir el tiempo y rajar el futuro con una incertidumbre solo para acercarnos físicamente, hacer que el presente nos satisfaga carnalmente
en el pasado;
la fricción del deseo
lo que no se puede tener
eso fue lo que me trajo aquí
seguir una pista de aquello que siento perdí
eso me trajo aquí
hablar de prisa y caminar lento
eso me trajo aquí
besar con pasión, cantar en domingo
eso me trajo aquí
gritar con coraje, llorar sin lágrimas
eso me trajo aquí
el tiempo nuestro nuevo amigo
de hoy y mañana;
matame entre tus piernas
por que primero quiero sufrir
luego amar
después partir
te ayudare a ayudarme a escapar
te ayudare a venir si vienes
y a no venir si no vienes
no estamos solos
ahora hablamos de futuro
de estar juntos
y eso nos pone de punta
hablamos de compartir sabanas
de esperar aun mas
de cosas que no entendemos
de colores que aun no conocemos
de sabores que aun no probamos
y eso nos emociona
hablamos de ser fuertes hoy
y de que prometernos siempre el tiempo necesario
tiempo
tiempo
tiempo
tiempo
como es que compartimos tanto en tan poco tiempo
tiempo
tiempo
tiempo
mi amigo y tu amigo el tiempo
en el pasado:
pero si tu y yo nos encontramos con la lengua descaldada y con los ojos bien morados
como es que sanamos y ahora nos miramos fijamente
como es que ahora nos besamos y compartimos la miel en nuestros labios
HOY:
esta noche tengo la respuesta a todo eso
y es mi ego
y es tu prisa
es tu calma
y es mi alma
es tu vida
y son los excesos de la mía
es tu control
y el caos que relaja mi paz
la respuesta es eso que solo tu entenderás al leer/escuchar esto
la respuesta es tu sonrisa al encontrar las señales ocultas que hay en todo lo que escribo y despues publico
la respuesta eres tu y soy yo
la respuesta pero claro... somos nosotros
vaca
Oops
Something must change
para ti que sabes todo
machine
don't let the machines put you down let my brain figure this one out
puterias
the geek form of love
<?php
class Cristina extends Women
{
public $boyfriend;
public function Cristina(){
Super('Cristina');
}
private function Love($who){
$this->$boyfriend = $who;
}
}
class Women
{
public $name;
public $sex = "Female";
public function Women($name){
$this->name = $name;
}
}
$baby = new Cristina();
$baby->Love('me');
?>
Colly Strings
Your bourbon brown that can burn my eyes,
I lost your presence underneath the bridge
Lock the door, let's talk it out,
Against the wall, hands on my mouth,
Could this be it, is it really over now?
You wore a pink t-shirt and khaki pants,
You played your songs and danced your dance,
I unwrapped your presents underneath your feet
Nine to eleven you're getting weak,
The tile is cold, I can barely speak,
And I think she's gone, but I'll be sure for safety's keeping
If you say no, then no it will be,
I'll stick it at our skin, pierced with colly strings,
Just play it cool yeah, and try avoid being seen
I'll stick it at our skin, pierced for nothing
Well yeah I saw inside the mirror and your smoking gun,
Along in the sign, the hours, the subscribing one by one,
And I fell so fast in Seth Ott's bedroom,
You said you saw it coming but you didn't see nothing,
Your eyes are on the living room your eyes are on the closet,
Don't worry about, don't worry about anything
A pity invitation to an awkward house,
For pseudo-boy who would rather wear a blouse,
I sincerely saw your skin for the very first time
My curly hair and a voting booth,
Confessingly, this is the first time I've loved you,
And God I mean, God I mean it, I hope that I mean it
'Cause like dying young, idols got the best of me,
Well don't stop calling, you're the reason I love losing sleep,
And the building collapse, we'll shop one for something
I'll stick it at our skin, pierced for something
Besides, don't release me until it's over
And besides, you can't believe without bleeding
And besides, you can't believe without bleeding
cagar
How you looked
That afternoon
There was only you
You said it was just like a full moon
Blood beats faster in our veins
We left our trousers by the canal
And our fingers they almost touched
You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?
And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Now every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie
I'd have gone wherever you wanted
And on that teacher's training day
We wrote our names on every train
Laughed at the people off to work
So monochrome and so lukewarm
And I could feel our days where becoming night
I could feel your heart beating across the grass
We should have run, I would go with you anywhere
I should have kissed you by the water
I still remember
Teach your sons, how to truly love.
I am a martyr I just need a cause
I'm a believer I just need to a moment
I'm a believer I just need a cause
We're finding it hard to break the mould
We are finding it so hard to be alone
We're finding it hard to have time by ourselves
We have nothing at all to say
Uniform
of hate and things that make me static
whenever
they say is true
true love follows
True Love Waits
I'll drown my beliefs
To have you be in peace
I'll dress like your niece
To wash your swollen feet
Just don't leave
Don't leave
I'm not living
I'm just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kitten smile
Just don't leave
Don't leave
And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love lives
On lollipops and crisps
Just don't leave
Don't leave
Just don't leave
Don't leave
Polyethylene
tears of joy now scare ourselves of all that you want to be
just got paid and now you're going, how inside you please
if i get scared I'll just call you and I'll miss your glow as I unsettle
oh, and I'll always feel, I will always be
right, one, two, three, four
so sell your suit and tie and come and live with me
leukemia schizophrenia polyethylene
there is no significant risk to your health
she used to be beautiful once as well
plastic bag, middle class, polyethylene
decaffeinate, unleaded, keep all surfaces clean
if you don't believe this, sell your soul
if you don't get into it, no one will
Tulips
I knew that you're mine
When I caught you there
Crying in the night
Wearing my jacket
Wearing that smile
I knew that I'd found you
This could be an opportunity
Were you unawares
Did it catch you out?
Or did it break you in
Right from the start
It's as pure as fire
It's as pure as snow
I knew that I'd found you
This could be an opportunity
If you promise to let it grow
'Cos you're the one I love
no es nada importante
the game needed me
A piece of you for a piece of me.
Lets get away
Maybe come with me to the coast
And watch the way the rain comes down
Out of the shadow she's more passionate,
We'll watch her roll in from the south
She'll wrap her sheets 'round us
Forget the sun
Moving from sea to land dancing,
Swinging with the boats out there
She steps on toes if she wants to,
No one's saying no she wouldn't care
She'll wrap her sheets 'round us
Forget the sun
She'll wrap her sheets 'round us
She leads this one
Would you go in?
She'd have soaked us wet
Her fingers touching bare skin,
Azul Violeta - Por Tí
Voy a rezar por tí
Voy a extrañarte
Mientras no estés aquí
Aquí..
Voy a tocarte
Y te acuerdes de mí
Voy a abrazarte
Y hacerte sentir que estas aquí
Aquí...
Por tí
Conmigo hoy
Por mí
Contigo siempre
Por tí
Conmigo hoy
Por mí
Contigo siempre
Voy acordarme
De lo que soy sin tí
Voy acostarme
Junto a ti
Sin dormir...
Sin dormir...
Por tí
Conmigo hoy
Por mí
Contigo siempre
Por tí
Conmigo hoy
Por mí
Contigo siempre
Por mí
Contigo hoy
Por tí
Conmigo siempre
Voy a extrañarte...
Mientras no estés aquí
Mientras no estés aquí
Aquí, aquí, aquí..
Mientras no estés aquí
Voy a extrañarte
Voy a extrañarte
No estés aquí
No estés aquí
No estés aquí
No estés aquí
No estés aquí
No estés aquí
No estés aquí
No estés aquí
Casi Amor
si eres lo unico,
si eres lo unico que quiero tener
y como no te vo'a querer
con toda el alma tu
que sabes todo lo que debes saber
mira esto es casi amor
esto es casi amor
y como no te vo'a querer
con todo el tuetano
si tienes todo lo que debes de tener
eres veloz, tan automatica
con mas opciones que cualquier otra mujer
y como no te vo'a querer
con impaciencia tu
milagro de la ciencia me haces feliz
y como no te vo'a querer
si eres fantasia
y en la informatica se sabe querer
mira esto es casi amor
como el principio de una enfermedad
mira esto es casi amor
que no me despierten de este sueño de amor
eres
eres mil y un sorpresas
eres una sonrisa que no puedo dejar de soñar
eres un paraiso de cualidades
eres lo que a mi me gusta
eres un millon de fractales creadas por un fino diamante y un poco de falta de obscuridad
eres bella
eres...
for my lover
I only say that word for you
feel feeling
Green Monsters
Bones
http://myspace.com/4cuarto
de tiempo de mi, y talvez de ti
La excepción
a mí me gusta verte así
como el fin de este viaje
Préndeme
¡Sácate!
Llévame a un lugar con parlantes
Y que nos vuele la sonoridad
por el aire
un espacio para celebrar
sé que esto es grande
Este amor es
la mejor cara del poder
y estás cansada de poner
el dedo en la llaga
Este tiempo llegó para ahogar
a la bestia
todo acaba bloqueado
entre tanta histeria
Hoy hagamos la excepción
de romper las reglas
tanto hambre sin satisfacción, satisfacción
Hoy hagamos la excepción de estirar la cuerda
y que durar sea
mejor que arder, mejor que arder
(nena llévame a algún lugar con parlantes)
Mecanismos de ilusión
todo el mundo nena, es impostor
Hoy hagamos la excepción de romper las reglas
tanto hambre sin satisfacción, satisfacción
hoy hagamos la excepción de estirar la cuerda
que durar sea mejor que arder
Ya rompí las reglas
Deja Vu
tomandolo distinto
quiero que me quieras
hey para que sepas...
Me escurrire
Como agua de entre la reticula,
Mi corazon,
Una minuscula porcion
De la infinita vastedad
De este mar de amor.
Complicated
Hunting Bears (million pieces of crap)
it moved me
it changed me
it shocked every bone in me
everyday its a new opportunity to get a hold of life
to open your eyes
whenever you feel down or lost just remember to open wide
let the light in
hold the anger
make it energy make your body move
TRANSFORM
and cry it all out
please don't post anything on my door
just stop it
don't do it again
please don't say i didn't tell you so
fucking stop
please come undone
or watch me tear you apart while you feel like crap
please come but empty your pockets at the door
please your shoes are not allowed here
only umbrellas on the table
set your fear aside
here comes the love
dammit it fucked everything up
did you think you where ready?
all those words you wont say
all that silence that screams under the table
please stop making weird sounds
i cant hear upstairs
please try to look different today
please i just want some better view
please i said a better view
i said better
your face is still the same
do you really want to make me mad?
please stop dancing
i want some peace
you're still making weird sounds
please start killing
i need some action
i want blood in my hands
please sing
i need you to sing to me
please tell me you will still think of me when I'm miles away fighting this war
please come give me all your money
please i want everything to the last penny
please i need more shoes
i love them shoes
i want you to know
that you are not going to get it
that is not coming back
it moved me, now i live in a different drift
i can drift in time
please fear me
please scream to me
please kick me
please set me aflame
aggravate me with all your might
just show me you feel
please SCREAM you FUCKING want to kill me
please allow me to make fucking love to you
this will all make sense if you don't try to remember
this will all make sense if you forget
only if you forget you have a brain
think with your liver make it bleed
but please come and show me
just fucking show me you care
and let me miss you
i feel i should break you right now
million bright ambassadors of morning
all this things i feel make me blush and make me cry
i just swallow everything
i eat it for dinner
everything
and at night
when you are sleeping
i stand numb trying to remember
trying to get some more
i really like the way this feels
just remember no more fireworks inside the house
the table will get on fire
our dinner will get cold
and the neighbors will envy
we all know what envy does to them
lets just hit the gas and scape again
this is no place for such love
this planet has colors
and i only use two
mine and yours
good thing i have my 3d glasses on
Many Many Years ago...
hola mujer
elemental
Aqueous Transmission
Oars freed from their holds long ago
Lying face up on the floor of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I'm in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore
Or drift into the unknown
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
I'm building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent when I am through
Maybe we could meet again further down the river
And share what we both discovered...
Then revel in the view
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
Further down the river
I'm floating down a river
I'm floating down a river
I'm floating down a river
I'm floating down a river
Drive
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before
And it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that
When I drive myself my light is found
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there
Incubus
Nota del editor
Monuments and Melodies
And my eyes are on fire
This house is crumbling
Left brain, left out, on the wire
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
My past is perilous
But each scar I bear sings
Monuments to where I have been
And melodies to where I am going
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
When will I see you again?
Still-life can only go so far
I need you in front of me
Saying my name
Saying to me...
"I want you the way you are
You, the way you are"
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
You make me happy
Awakening
{ life }
viviendo de prisa y tomando todo esto tan calmado
viendo las cosas a largo plazo no entiendo que es lo que me pasa
estoy estatico... hace poco me piratie por eso... pero me di cuenta de que estoy estatico simplemente por que estoy feliz donde estoy, no quiero moverme
pero es hora de empezar a inquietar mi libido y ir a buscar ideas, ir de compras de sueños y velocidad
{ love }
coraje, felicidad
ganas de olvidar: ganas de quedarme
un paso a donde talvez no deberia de avanzar;ahora que estoy aqui empiezo a dudar
pero no importa, dudar es solo un reflejo de el miedo, el miedo por que sabes que es lo que quieres y siempre dudas cuando lo tienes, es la emocion y el temor a no estar aqui mañana
temor, amor, pudor
ya sucedio, era lo que esperabas?
habia una expectativa sin duda de un gran big bang que no sabria explicar con certeza si eso fue lo que hubo anoche, o si es lo que realmente es el amor calma sinceridad y amistad
Black Heart Intertia
Only got room for two
Me and my burdened black heart,
It's all we know how to do.
Yet I look for a bigger bang
Than the kind I continually see
Sick of all this inertia
I want a human being
Lover, can you help me?
I'm a child lost in the woods.
A black heart's polluting me
And I think...
You're a mountain that I'd like to climb;
Not to conquer, but to share in the view.
Pulled by a false inertia,
Pushed out by circumstance.
Pistol firing at my feet that's
Coercing me to dance.
Yet I look for a bigger bang
Than the kind I'm sorry to know.
Here I am, first foot of the climb;
Watch me go!
Lover, can you help me?
I'm a child lost in the woods.
A lit path eludes me
And I think...
You're a mountain that I'd like to climb;
Not to conquer, but to share in the view.
You're a bonfire,
And I'm gathered 'round you.
Set this old black heart inertia aflame
Send it away...
Send it away... send it away
Send it away, set it aflame...
You're a mountain that I'd like to climb;
Not to conquer, but to share in the view.
You're a bonfire,
And I'm gathered 'round you.
Set this old black heart inertia aflame.
Set it aflame, send it away...
Look Alive
Moment moving too fast to endure
But you abide and smile wide cause
I want to remember this for sure
You can give me guns and politics and
I'll just make a mess of it, you know
Give me art and sustinance and
The wiser wider part of me will show
Yeah yeah yeah
A picture says with sight
What we can't say with words
But you've been walking eyes to feet
In dark sunglasses
A picture will survive
So smile and look alive
The camera lens is opening
The wider angle's yours
Yeah every empty one of us have methods
To quell the madness of this pace
But yours have bled and are running south
Like dollar store mascara down your face
You could take that wait and all that fuss and
They'll just get the best of us, you know
Give me love not suicide and
The wise wider part of me will show
Yeah yeah
A picture says with sight
What we can't say with words
But you've been walking eyes to feet
In dark sunglasses
A picture will survive
So smile and look alive
The camera lens is opening
The wider angle's yours!
Look alive, smile
Smile and look alive
Smile, smile and look alive
Yeah woah oh
A picture says with sight
What we can't say with words
But you've been walking eyes to feet
In dark sunglasses
A picture will survive
So smile and look alive
A picture says with sight
What we can't say with words
But you've been walking eyes to feet
In dark sunglasses
A picture will survive
So smile and look alive
The camera lens is opening
The wider angle's yours
Look alive
Smile, smile and look alive
Yeah, smile and look alive
Yeah woah
Pachuca Sunrise
And I miss you
Even here, taking it all in
The sand, silvered, carries the moon on its shoulders
Is it possible to put this night to tune, and move it to you?
Don't cry, I'll bring this home to you,
If I can make this night light enough to move
Don't cry, i'll bring this home to you
Cargo ships move by, tracing on the horizon line
There's a luster from the city lights on the waves that kiss our feet
And we're thinkin' of goin' in (thinkin' of goin' in),
The time's getting thin
Don't cry I'll bring this home to you,
If I can make this night light enough to move
Don't cry I'll bring this home to you,
If I can make this, if I can make this...
Don't cry I'll bring this home to you,
If I can make this night light enough to move
Don't cry I'll bring this home to you
This is a city for not sleeping; The clocks are set by feel
At this moment, from where I sit, none of it seems real
Don't cry I'll bring this home to you,
If I can make this night light enough to move
Don't cry I'll bring this home to you,
If I can make this night light enough to move
If I can make this, if I can make this move
If I can make this move
I Said
Ana, prometo ser yo siempre;
{ no retroceder o quedarme estatico }
Ana prometo ser fiel hasta el ultimo aliento;
Ana, prometo estar aqui para ti... siempre;
{ pero aun mas importante }
Ana... te prometo dejar que tu siempre estes aqui para mi;
{ como consul honorario, residente de cada celula de mi cuerpo }
Ana, te prometo no prometer amor eterno
{ en cambio }
Ana te prometo hacer que mi estancia en esta vida sea a tu lado;
Ana... que nunca te faltara alguien con quien desahogarte;
{o con quien llorar }
Ana no te faltara una mano de donde sostenerte;
Ana sere tu pareja, amante, amigo, compañero;
{ siempre constante }
Ana prometo seguir con mi vida, llegar donde tenga que llegar ser todo lo que tengo que ser;
{ y nunca olvidar llamarte }
Ana prometo seguir siendo tu admirador y fan numero uno;
{ aun cuando estes en la peor de las depresiones }
Ana prometo protegerte inclusive de mi y de mi pasado;
Ana sere sincero, me encantas, lo siento hasta en mis huesos;
{ lo sientes tu? }.
Lago en el Cielo
quiero ser suave
para evitar tu dureza
apago tu fuego
enciende mi agua
puede que no haya certezas
Vamos despacio
para encontrarnos
el tiempo es arena en mis manos
sé por tus marcas
cuanto has amado
más de lo que prometiste
Hoy te apuré
(estaba tan sensible)
son espejismos que aumentan la sed
si adelanté no me hagas caso
a veces no puedo con la soledad
Vamos despacio
para encontrarnos
el tiempo es arena en mis manos.
sé por tus marcas
cuanto has dejado
para olvidar lo que hiciste
sentir algo que nunca sentiste
Sos el paisaje más soñado
y sacudiste las más sólidas tristezas
y respondiste cada vez que te he llamado
Vamos despacio
para encontrarnos
el tiempo es arena en mis manos
un lago en el cielo
es mi regalo
para olvidar lo que hiciste
y sentir algo que nunca sentiste
hacerte sentir
algo que nunca sentiste
Here, There, and Everywhere
Here, making each day of the year
Changing my life with the wave of her hand
Nobody can deny that there's something there
There, running my hands through her hair
Both of us thinking how good it can be
Someone is speaking but she doesn't know he's there
I want her everywhere and if she's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love her is to need her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share
Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there
I want her everywhere and if she's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love her is to need her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share
Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there
We'll be there and everywhere
Here, there and everywhere
el primer roadtrip del mes pt1
silencio
Nowhere Man
Sitting in his Nowhere Land,
Making all his nowhere plans
for nobody.
Doesn't have a point of view,
Knows not where he's going to,
Isn't he a bit like you and me?
Nowhere Man please listen,
You don't know what you're missing,
Nowhere Man,the world is at your command!
He's as blind as he can be,
Just sees what he wants to see,
Nowhere Man can you see me at all?
Nowhere Man, don't worry,
Take your time, don't hurry,
Leave it all till somebody else
lends you a hand!
Doesn't have a point of view,
Knows not where he's going to,
Isn't he a bit like you and me?
Nowhere Man please listen,
you don't know what your missing
Nowhere Man, the world is at your command!
He's a real Nowhere Man,
Sitting in his Nowhere Land,
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody.
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody.
Making all his nowhere plans for nobody!
Real People
by Beirut
And we believed her then
Now, outside, you see the waves in her eyes
And, I, I won't mind what you decide to swear by
Now, outside, you see the waves in her eyes
And, I, I won't mind what you decide to swear by
And now, outside, you see her eyes meet the sky
And, I, I don't mind what you decide to swear by
And now, outside, you see her eyes meet the sky
And, I, I won't lie I kept you here tonight
And I believed her then
And I believed her then
that night
resumen
love letter with scraps from thom
start of pt1
You are the sun and moon and stars are you
And I could never run away from you
You try at working out chaotic things
And why, should I believe myself not you?
It's like the world is gonna end so soon
And why should I believe myself?
You, me and everything caught in the fire
I can see me drowning
Caught in the fire.
You're so f*&%' special
She's bitter and twisted, She knows what she wants.
She wants to be looked at, She wants to belong.
She wants us to listen, She wants us to weep.
She was a stupid baby who turned into a powerful freak.
But how do you?
But how do you?
And they're cursing me, and they won't let me be
And there's nothing to say, and there's nothing to do.
Stop Whispering, start shouting
Stop Whispering, start shouting
And the feeling is, that there's something wrong
'Cause I can't find the words and I can't find the songs.
Your record's a hit
Your eyes are on my wall
i have Been thinking about you
Who bribed the company to come and see you honey?
And why should you care
I've bled and I'll bleed to please you
Destiny, Destiny protect me from the world
Destiny, hold my hand protect me from the world
And if the world does turn, and if London burns
I'll be standing on the beach with my guitar
It's inevitable, inevitable.
I never wanted anything but this.
I worked hard, tried hard.
I never wanted any broken bones.
You words surround me and I asphyxiate.
I'm not a vegetable
I will not control myself
I want to breathe, I want to grow
I say I want it, But I don't know how
I look, I bleed, I beg and pray
I'll Prove myself
Please forget the words that I just blurted out.
It wasn't me, it was my strange and creeping doubt.
It keeps rattling my cage, and there's nothing in this world will keep it down.
So many things that keep, that keep me underground.
So many words that I, that I can never find.
If you give up on me now, I'll be gutted like I've never been before.
I got better, I got better, I got strong.
I feel better, I feel better now there's nothing wrong.
I got better, I got better, I got strong.
Tell me something, tell me something I don't know,
Tell me one thing, tell me one thing, let it go.
I got something, I got something heaven knows,
I got something, I got something I don't know
And everything I touch
[All wrapped up in cotton wool]
[All wrapped up and sugar coated]
turns stone.
I am fused just in case I blow out.
I am glued just because I crack out.
end of part 1
wish you where here
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment I am happy...happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles a backlit canopy
With holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment I am happy...happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
Wish you were here
The world's a roller coaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air saying:
I wish you were here
I wish you were
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
Wish you were here
ana-grama-

me da risa que no se comportarme, que soy como un nino, que mi cuerpo grita por ti, que mis manos quieren acomodar tu cabello, mis brazos apretarte y no dejarte ir, mis ojos jajaja mis ojos hacen obras de arte de ti, solo se la pasan capturando frame por frame lo que haces, mi mente mi mente es otra cosa... mi mente calcula las palabras que salen de tu boca, mi nariz se dedica a olerte y a no dejarme olvidar que te extrano, mi estomago solo espera verte por que sabe compartiremos algun bocado, mis pulmones esperan tu llegada para purificarse, mi cintura solo espera el leve empujonsito que me das derepente para sostenerme de pie, mis piernas no se pueden controlar solo quieren salir corriendo hacia ti, mi columna,

que as echo de mi? y por que me da risa? por que me gusta?
me gustas, me gusta no estes, seas tu, y volver a verte y tener tanto que escuchar, me gusta que te vas, que creces, que buscas y sobre todo que piensas, que me lees, que me sientes, me apasiona y considero tu arma mas letal tu mente y todas las locuras que ahi guardas, te hace una mujer con caracter, te hace una mujer sexy que solo no puedo dejar de ver


veamos cuantos colores mas podemos crear
she
morado
blanco
rojo
verde
cuantas veces mas puedes cambiar?
no me digas, yo quiero descubrirlo
me pregunto si sentiras lo que me pasa cuando te veo, me pregunto si sentiras lo mismo, creo que es hora de preguntar
y despues de todo...
mejor escribo algo feliz, por que eso fue, felicidad!!!
hoy se que soy capaz de compartir mi felicidad, se que en equipo todo es mas facil, no es que no me guste batallar, es simplemente lo que es
este post es sencillo de entender, es un punto y coma, separando lo de ayer y lo de hoy
es todo loo que hay que decir
nota personal
Getaway Car
The first time I saw you
You were chasing down
A cyclone
All alone in a field
With railyards and clovers
I kept rolling on and never thought
You'd wind up chasing me
Well settle down I won't hesitate
To hit the highway
Before you lay me to waste
Settle up and I'll help you find
Something to drive
Before you drive me insane
You're tired of walking and you
Loathe the ground
The sidewalk will barely
Touch your feet and life moves
Too slowly to hold you down
With ringing hands
You take it out on me
Well settle down I won't hesitate
To hit the highway
Before you lay me to waste
Settle up and I'll help you find
Something to drive
Before you drive me insane
Get yourself a car and drive it all alone
Get yourself a car and ride it on the wind
Get yourself a car and drive it all alone
Get yourself a car and ride it on the wind
Well settle down I won't hesitate
To hit the highway
Before you lay me to waste
Settle up and I'll help you find
Something to drive
Before you drive me insane
Get yourself a car and drive it all alone
Get yourself a car and ride it on the wind
Get yourself a car and drive it all alone
Get yourself a car and ride it on the wind
el futuro
climax y conclucion
antes de que lean sepan no es excusa y no lo pretendo usar como tal:
resulta que tenia 1 anio trabajando sin parar, resulta que como ya saben soy una persona muy inestable y tiendo a pensar las cosas mucho, por no decir que estoy bien ondeado, entonces este mes, en mi trabajo se vino lo mas pesado, y al mismo tiempo mi ex mujer empezo a querer tomar provecho de la situacion con mi hijo, entonces entre en una mentalidad bien negativa
empeze a creer que todo estaba mal y pues cuando uno anda pensando en cosas malas...
que pasa?
cosas malas
la energia en mi estaba siendo usada para atraer cosas negativas, pensando en el futuro en que tal si pasa esto? o aquello?, estuve a un momento de perder el control... es muy dificil cuando eres una persona que tiene un cerebro tan grande ( dejando el ego a un lado )
por lo mismo pensaba mil veces las cosas y me estaba destruyendo...
cuando me di cuenta de lo que hacia intente relajarme y dejar de pensar pero pues no podia, no me daba cuenta que yo era el que atraia tantas cosas me vi un circulo de donde todo lo que hacia atraia mas mala vibra y hace 2 dias
explote
explote mal, tuve que regresar a casa (tijuana),
me sente a dejar de pensar
no se como pero me di cuenta que seguir pensando en lo que no existe en lo que puede pasar en lo que deberia pasar, no ayuda a nadie, y a mi solo me causa trastornos, y hace que me ponga bien piraton.. dejare de ser disenador no? en fin.. ya por fin regrese a trabajar (no habia venido)
y estoy dispuesto a terminar todo lo que deje pendiente
i am not fixed yet..., pero estoy en una desintoxicacion, estoy dejando de pensar tanto, y el dia esta lleno de energia y es un lugar mas hermoso
la vida esta llena de luz :)
una disculpa, y pues 0 excusas sobre lo que paso, solo estaba... bueno.. .no estaba jajaja
la puta y el triste
el triste solo quiere cojer
la puta ocupa un respiro
el triste se queja de que el aire le recuerda demasiado
la puta le cobra
el triste llora
el triste se va
la puta regresa a su vida, hace tareas, transporte publico, hijos, sida, comida...
que triste es la vida de quein decide ser triste
cuando uno coje y rie, despues cobra y ahi la vida sigue
Bizarro
pero en este, solo soy yo
burbujas rodean mi vida cada una un mundo
cada mundo una idea
cada idea una vida
muchas vidas en diferentes realidades
todo tan complicado
el hippie y la puta
de esas personas misteriosas, se notaba a leguas que era de bajo mundo
saca un cigarrillo de su bolsa azul persa, la mujer tenia ojos grandes
cara suave y manos largas, pide un trago al mesero, "uno fuerte para el mal dia"
yo ya estaba ebrio en su encanto, intente abrir la boca para saludar, cuando ella dice
"hola guapo"
tenia que ser mi camisa de la suerte, aquella que soda me firmo en la ultima gira por mi hogar... sabia yo que aquel peregrinaje tenia que pagar bien...
"como podria ser que me pasaras un cigarrillo mujer dulce", la mujer sonrie sin mirarme, se acerca un asiento mas y me pregunta mi edad... "19 en octubre" le respondi, vuelvo a notar la sonrisa en la cara, esta vez si voltea y me regala el cigarrillo
nunca yo antes habia sentido una vibra igual, todo empezo por quedarme a fumar en casa... habia yo quedado en condiciones no aptas para manejar y decidi tomar un taxi, pero sali de mi casa, camine y camine... sin querer llegue caminando al lugar, mis amigos ya no estaban, solo un lugar luz tenue y musica de salon, todo tenia un olor bohemio a sucio, y yo como no podia seguir caminando me habia sentado, la barra era muy pequeña y me dio confianza, ahora ya estaba con una mujer, que aventura
"y que te trae por aqui chico"... "pues vine por el buen tiempo.. pero me quedare por el amor chula..." la mujer me mira seria... sabia yo que responder una estupidez seria mi perdicion...
(limpio mi garganta... la miro fijamente... no se que voy a hacer... pero empiezo a hablar)
"hay algo en ti,
algo en la forma que te mueves,
me atraes como nunca nadie lo a echo...
hay algo en la forma que me llamas a quererte
ahora no quiero irme
ahora sabes que creo y me puedes ver como..."
(titubeo un poco para continuar... volteo nervioso a la gente alrededor que ya me veian...)
"en algun lado de tu sonriza sabes,
que no necesito nada mas...
hay algo en tu estilo que me muestra...
que ya no te quiero dejar"
la mujer pronto me calla me toma de la mano... se acerca y me dice al oido...
"me caes bien... pero por usar los beatles.. mi pequeño 'hippie', mi tarifa ya es el doble... y dudo que papa te haya dado para pagar"
aquello me hizo pensar... termine mi trago, y me retiro
al salir solo sonrio... por que "le guste..."
i have been bleeeding
i have been injecting myself with randomness
puse mi playlist en shuffle y ahi voy... mirenme volar
riddle riddle
here is a story of one of those chapters i like to create in my life
i dont need this
but it feels so good, like drugs inside my body i feel different and happy, melody, atmosphere, music and synergy... what is it really that i want here?
i am writing myself out to understand what is it that i wanted all along... to get an answer...
i have been living (or hiding) for so long not paying attention to anyone, i am a big selfish lier
AND
all of a sudden
im promising love... i am giving away peace... and i understand...
how bizzare that something like this happened now
is it just because of you? or should i blame it on the stupid drama that surrounds everything you touch?
dig me up from under
but some of ours are easier to identify
look me in the eye
and ask for forgiveness
we'll make a pact to never speak that word again
yes, you are my friend
we all have something that digs us
at least we dig each other
so when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday
if I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me
sing this song
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone
we all have a sickness
that cleverly attaches and multiplies
no matter how we try
we all have someone that digs at us
at least we dig each other
so when sickness turns my ego up
I know you’ll act as a clever medicine
if I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me
sing this song! (sing this song)
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone
oh, each other…
when everything else is gone
oh...
if I turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me
sing this song! (sing this song)
remind me that we'll always have each other
when everything else is gone
oh, each other… (sing this song)
when everything else is gone
oh, each other…
when everything else is gone
weirdo
tech life:
porfin cambie de windows a ubuntu, aun extraño el flash pero fuera de eso, no hay nada que no pueda hacer, y me encanta el poder de tener una terminal, no se como vivi en la obscuridad tanto tiempo
music life:
como musico tuve una depresion maligna, me dio sarna y se comio mi cerebro, ya no queria tocar y mi guitarra se puso celosa, ya nada salia con armonia de ella, hasta hace poco, ya empeze poco a poco a hacer que salga algo mas que ruido, ya me habia tardado, fueron años...
Como music geek, me puse a escarbarle y ahora ya tengo muchas nuevas bandas que adorooo,.. y cada vez descubro mas con mucha facilidad, sin musica no soy nada ya saben, y lo que mas me gusta de tener musica... es poder compartirla... es LO MEJOR