Green Monsters

Thursday, July 23, 2009
the table was set
pictures of my best friend on the dishes
no food on them
your parents where there
chit chatting with me about nothing
suddenly the tv turns down
you walk down the stairs
your dad looks at me
tells me about life
he starts preaching about relationships
giving advice to us
he tells me
"i meant to tell you this a long time ago but i think its necessary right now"
they did a video on what they where going to show us
it was the most bizarre thing
i could understand
they told me this was natural
that we had to give each other some space
that we had to go and live our life's
that we had found ourselves too early in life
that we were lucky but cursed by it
this guy was really into it
at the end the video started showing sex positions
the conversation turned awkward
you looked at me
i just told everyone i didn't wanted to be part of this anymore

the rest doesn't matter

what makes me wonder is...
WHY the fuck did i dream about you
and WHY would i dream with your parents
and lastly WHY would i dream about your dad telling me we should just give us some space
but WHY now?
WHY now?
is this some kind of joke?

i really think its just the last remnant of what i had left of you inside of me
anyways it felt cool, and cold, i was really confident, it just made me wonder

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